Hold Me Closer Tiny Dancer

Changes are coming. And I'm so excited! I don't want to talk about it, b/c I'm afraid it might not happen, you know, due to Karma and the like.

I miss her so much. My life would have been so different had she lived. I wish I could have known more things about her. Like her favorite color. Or her favorite book. What was her favorite movie? Food? Season? I just don't know. I like to think my favorite things were hers too. But I'll never know for sure. I do know some of her favorite music though. When I hear certain songs on the radio I like to imagine that she's letting me know she's thinking of me.

I love you mommy.